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Girls

Something has happened to me this weekend.. All I can think about is girls Its like thats all I focus on I can't even help it anymore! For example I'm at this place Kabooms a gaming place w/e but I see this girl I no normaly I would just say hi but no not today! I walk over with like this hug type of hello and I continue to talk but the thing is I say all the right things.. We continue to talk and what not then I deicied to actually leave my mom waiting (whom is comeing to pick me up) to accompany this girl to a resturant. Also she actually said that I looked like I been working out that is like the nicest thing you can say to me because I workout alot! So I end up calling my mom after she yells but I don't really care and the girl says she would walk with me to the movies where my mom would pick me up thats cool. So I hug her goodbye w/e thats the first thing. Today I am at super target and I see this girl I don't know but its like I can't resist I start talking to her and its like we actually have chemistry and in the end she tells me were she works and everything so that maybe I can visit her. I don't know I even had this dream which sorry Merissa but you were in this one lol. Well we were talking in my school but we were in this stairway thing and just talking but for me it was like I wanted to do something like kiss and it was like I woke up but it was so weird.. So freaking real! I don't know what is happening I have so much energy and now I shall wake up from my boredom and live even more if anyone has any advice to help me from getting in trouble please give me it!
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I made it happen like magic! I finnaly bought a cell phone today and although it was my own money :( my parents said if I help out they would pay for the minutes thats cool I already have this girls number on my phone :D. Lol Merissa now when I call you at least you won't have to ask "whos cell phone are you useing?"
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Merissa its not that I have been avoiding you on IM I actually got grounded so I you want to speak with me call me :) and happy Thanks Giving to
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Happy freaking Thanks Giving!

I'm the kind of guy who can't stand a holiday So I drink 'em all way, that's me I don't decorate no trees And I won't eat no potato latkes But I'll give this old lady's melons a squeeze That's just who I am Well, I'll never spin a dreidel but I'll always throw an egg Then I'll Charlie horse your leg for laughs While you're singing your holiday tune I'm acting like the town buffoon Whippin' out my big , white, scary moon And blowin' a beef your way I hate folks who think reindeer are cute To me thy're just something to shoot I hate love, I hate you, I hate me Well, I'm a snowmobile stealin' No " 'tis the season' " feeling kind of guy This time of year sucks so I take my nunchucks And make sure every snowman die Belivin' in Santa's all wrong And Chanukah's eight nights too long I hate love, I hate you, I hate me I hate love, I hate you, I hate me Just kidding hope you have a wonderful holiday I'm sure it shall be quite fufilling!
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My day in 7 long miles

Well this morning I woke up and I actually just said this aloud to myself. Fuck school I mean yesterday I took all my test and performed all my monolouges me doing any sort of acidemic achivement today is actually impossible! So I tell my mom " listen its the day before freaking ThanksGivings and I'm tired so please allow me to stay home and give me money for food and such" To my suprise she said yes. So I go back to sleep eagerly and awake 2 hours later it is 10:00 AM. Great I think as I sweep the numorus crackers of the floor which I had carelessly eaten and manage to get all over the nicley clean floor. So I take the 10 dollars my mom gave me after pushing for 15 and I am sitting home when I relieze I can no longer sit! I get up and walk exactly 1 mile to my gym get that 1. I go to the nearby resturant remmeber this is all on foot. So I order an ommlette and a cup of coffee. and I could not resist the urge to say this to the busboy. "Your probaly wondering why I'm not in school but its the day before fucking Thanks Giving so I am not attendting." But again to my suprise he states "Its cool I don't think you should be in school today anyway." So I order the ommlette and being the man I am I say I have to spend under 5 dollars here I mean I am money tight I only had 18 (I had ten plus some money I keep in a boom box.) So I actually return my coke and refuse to pay for it so eventaully the watress allows me to get coffee for free. So I go to the local Albertsons and walk around the entire parking lot this is half a mile this in total is one in a half miles. Being the money tight man I was today I bought a coke for 1.50 this is 6.50 I had spent and I was eager to just pay and get it over with now the whole day I had walked I had my Ipod with me and I decieded to listen to the New Testament the teachings of Jesus Christ. And the old lady whom took my money had the nerve to say to me in all of my youth. "Boy your mother must be proud." How dare she I so I said in a splendorous voice. "Yes I am I have mangaged to obtain a 3.5 grade average." and she replied it dosent look like it so I walk away. Not before of course saying to her that she is codemmed. So I walk back to the gym and I run into a couple speaking of life so I told them about my encounter at ALbertsons and I said "Perhaps I should of told her "Do you throw the childerens bread to the dog? No? Then why do you allow the dog to eat of the floor of the master." But again to my suprise the third time the man replied. "Before pulling the spec out of your brothers eye you must pull the plank out of your own" This man knew of the Lord astonished I was so see this! I carryed on but then he went into a subjected I didn't wish to speak of he asked me of my father you see my mom and dad are divorced and I get hurt when someone speaks of it. He got the message and left my side. I walked for one in a half more miles in addition to what I had done on the stair master. So in total this is 3 miles. plus the half I spent exploring the remaining parking lots. this is 3 and a half miles. Then I walked to my neighborhood this a a mile of course it seemed like nothing Listening to the teachings of God really does pass the time. This is 4 and a half miles. Then I walked every codesack of my neighborhood every park every step every house I passed this was 2 and a half miles this is 7 miles this was my day. This in total took 4 hours and by the time I returned home I was happy to resume normal activity. But I really feel as through this day of had a purpose this day of was not just another one of my hoilday tricks and games. This was a day that I gave to the Lord I devoted my time to him learning and walking! Both healthy things if I would of went to school would I have really learned as much as the knowelge I've obtained in just one walk? Do the journays I make in life contridict my purpose or shall all the time i've spent mean something this I hope is so. So I really am Thankful I really am rejoicing over another what seems to be joyfull Thanks Giving and perhaps not just fun but Godly as well and really what is Thanks Giving if not the time to rejoice over the things you love and really I happen to love the life love the lord and love good friends to this I drink to god I drink to friends I drink and mostley I drink to the happiness I have gathered and hope you too can exprince. Happy Thanks Giving happy day of rejoice happy life. To all thanks for listening this is my holiday letter this is my message to you good bye and happy Thanks Giving!
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sometimes life sucks sometimes life rules in this case its not the latter...

If everyone whom love was to hate and everyone whom was to hate was to love there would be alot more love would'nt there.
Will, Merissa, why do you guys fight so much now. Will you need to accept the fact that Merissa was tired of
waiting for you to acknoweledge her and she could no longer allow herself to be lonely. Merissa try to give Will some time it was a hard break up i'm sure remeber Will did say he was sorry for making you wait so long and that he did love you. Why not rejoice over friendship! You both go to the same school it is a small school and think of the arguements that are to come. Can any good come out of you hateing each other? Sure Will messed up when you told him you could no longer wait he should of accepted this and at the same time he should of said yes to being your friend. But on the other hand Merissa why are you being so hateful to this man he messed up it happens i'm sure if you asked Will and really tried to ask him from the heart he would tell you he regrets the day he told you he would rather not be your friend. And in the case that you Will used this term dyke to classify someone this was innapropiate and even in the case that you did use this to its scentific ectent. For we all kmow this insult people of a bi sexual or gay or lesbian standard and really no one should be treated this way. Plus remeber Merissa you have a vast amount of friends but then again i'm certain Will has friends to. How long can you keep the peace between both partys when will the tension break away at all the people hurting everyone. If all the people whom went one way hated the people that went another way there would be hell to pay. Will as for trying to keep Merissa satified when you know you can't that was foolish listen to these words. "Before you can pull the speck out of your brothers eye you must pull the plank out of your own." Don't be a hippocrate you should of just let her go and not made her wait. Let me give you a choice would you allow numorus groups to get hurt becuase of both of yours actions? Or would you resovle your probelms and make the peace. With the knowelge you both have you shall make the right choice don't be fools don't slip into a false sense of security of friends and injusitces for this is inmoral. Plus who wants 20 more lj entrys of I hate will eat it Merissa I mean jeez. I want to change the channel already....  


                          
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Sorry

Merissa you know I don't want you to hurt any longer this is the truth. So though it hurts me so much I must be ready to move on becuase I relieze your situation. I can no longer willingly be on the list of people that love you becuase I know for a fact its holding you back. To tell you the truth I am no longer going to allow myself to be a road block. If you like Luis go out if you like somebody go out with them becuase to tell you the truth sometimes to be denied hurts even worse then being broken up with. You will always be extermley important to me as a friend and as almost even more please you must understand that you do not deserive to be held back becuase love is not another hoilday game love is not a joke love is unbridled unheld. Becuase a week ago when you told me we had to break up i'll tell you the truth it hurt more to me then you were going out with Will and I knew that one day if he hadn't treat you right I would be there for you. I mean my life I had been so intresting so far I mean my love life my socal life. I guess though life can be blown about by the winds of change and chance you must learn to join the dance. But I blame myself for a portion of your pain I blame nothing but myself. I was so nieve I thought that if I had been maybe the nicest sweetist guy you've ever met I could change your mind perhaps break you away from your pain. I'll tell you the truth I was so vain when we went together yesterday I was selfish even if you didn't see it I was selfish because I still I still! Tried to get you to go out with me this was foolish. I have a great feeling that you caught on but tell me Merissa is it fair? To keep allowing you yourself to be deprieved. Don't Merissa I know that my word may not be a great influence in your life but to suggest that becuase a vast amount of people whom love you, please you should choose to be with one. No one should be lonely I know that sometimes everyone is, and everyone needs somebody. Thats a fact you know what you should feel blessed that so many people enjoy your company becuase the reason to life is if you can make someone happy if you can bless someone with your presence you truly are an angel in the Lords eyes. Its really cool that we have a great time when we hang out so I really still want to be your friend but don't feel pressured by me when we go somewhere to hang out it should be all about having a good time both me and you.
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cigs

A cigarette is just an object right? Just one object made up of a mix of different components blended together to produce it. Its white such as a holy ray from the Lord but it is not holy. It is long and narrow like that of a sturdy tree but it is not sturdy. In fact a lot of things about the cigarette contradict itself, and if a cigarette really is just another object why must it slowly eat away at Americas seeming booming population why must millions of families await the sad tale of death in the lobby of a surgeon’s office each year after year. These doctors unlike you can go on to enjoy a wonderful meal with family and close friends while you stare at an empty chair that was once occupied by a loved one at dinner time. So I feel compelled to state my opinion and stand up against this growing menace. I truly believe smoking is the nothing more than a cockroach and together we can unite to break this oppression and rid the world of this unholy plague. Appearances have always been an expediential factor and have truly made those whom are successful become successful. Often it is what makes or breaks your appearance but when you subject yourself to smoking you alter your appearance for the worst. The most successful people of this earth take care of there appearance. We can even go so far as to say that appearances often are the foundation of a “first impression” well your impression may not go so well while the person your meeting makes a mental note of your baggy eyes making you look tired and uninterested thus making them feel blown off by you. Money it’s safe to say that money has climbed up the charts becoming the one of the most desired things to obtain this makes prices sky rocket. Did you know just one carton of cigarettes can go for 20 to 30 dollars! Where do up to 65% of teens get this money well they happen to steal it? Even such small thefts can lead to conflicts with the lawful authorities I can see the birds on my window sill and if you were here you could as well. But on the contrary if you smoke for too long you could be looking into a 6 foot long coffin permanently. Smoking leads to such horrible diseases such as emphysema, lung cancer, chronic broccolis and liver spots In fact smoking causes these things to be 70% more likely. Most of this disease if in serous form can cause premature death. So avoid smoking and live another day. So if this cigarette is just another object why is it the cause of some much unbridled damage? You tell me and then tell the families whom everyday mourn over there lost ones that have been stolen away by smoking. We must stomp out this plague lets start with me and you. I truly urge you to quit smoking and regain control of your life today!
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